I don't remember when
all of this began
and everything started turning dark
The vision I had about
life changed forever then,
the joy I felt turned into despair
I never asked for help,
I thought it was a phase,
just a part of the cycle of life
Ten years have passed by,
and just now I've realized,
everything is still the same
I'm trapped in my own cell,
waiting for the time to come,
to dig my own grave
A lot of hours thinking,
what the hell went wrong with me,
why do I have to feel this way?
I’ve never found the answer,
I just gave up to understand,
why can’t I control my mind?
I deal with my existence,
but the never ending pain I feel
has taken my will to live away
Pretty much the best Black/Speed Metal I've listened to since I learned about Evil Invaders and Vulture. Everything you'd love to be reminded of about this musical era is there. The influences are what you'd expect too: Motörhead, Venom, Bathory, early Slayer, Celtic Frost; aggressive vocals, tortured guitar solos, pounding drums; everything is fast, clear and still a little grimy, but without reverb cranked up to the max. Amazing band, amazing album. Odiumediae